
when something happens & like more than half of your life all of a sudden makes more sense than ever before & you still aren’t even sure wtf but you still feel 100 trillion times better about yourself & your life & your past & your feels & you feel 1000% less insane & practically don’t even care what happens anymore or what anyone thinks of you because you are just so blown away by the gorgeous irony to your life & so grateful & humbled & you feel more like yourself than you ever really have because this event has changed you so much you barely remember who you were before this let alone you realize this all started like over 5 years ago like????